(i made this video!)
I've realized how crazy this blog is.
that its really not living up to its potential.
it was used to keep up with my mission.
and that served its purpose well.
but that's over
so i've been thinking about what this blog should be
what i want it to be
where i want it to stand.
its easy to get caught up in the "perfection" of it all
that there are people "out there" who have "perfect" lives
a gorgeous home
that they're debt free
and i realized that just because is seems that way
doesn't mean it is. that i can make this blog anything i want
i was watching a Criminal Minds episode and this girl used a blog as a way to release her emotions.
like a journal.
and I've decide to do that.
in a way.
now there may be posts now and than of really nothing
but to focus this blog on something that i care about
what i'm hoping to achieve
i want to keep it real
even if i'm the only one who reads it.
and that i can post anything any time i want
i don't need to wait for the "perfect" time.
but that this blog can be filled with what i think
what life is really about.
its not just about
but that its about something great
something better than i could hope for
that my photos
don't have to align with everyone else
that i can live my own life. that it doesn't' have to align with everyone else